ok heres whats been going on in my life of late.
for the last 2 months or so ive been working on a play ( seven brides for seven brothers) and its kicking arse ( yesterday was opening night) they are the best crew ive ever worked with...

well the also the last two months ive also been crazy about ashley... she was soo awesome seemed to me to be the perfect girl. haha damn.. was i a fool. several outings and get togethers ( it was hard to see her cuz i dont have a car) later and much fun with kissing and stuff, last monday a good freind of mine told me somethign else. shes had a boyfriend the last 2 months... and im not it.

yea... silly me i got played. last night (opening night) she came to see the play and still hadnt told me about her bf, so i took her aside and asked her why she didnt bring him. her answer "oh...you know..." that was enough for me and i just turned and walked away. last i knew ( cuz she talked to one of my friends afterward about why i had done such a mean thing) she was getting ready to cry. you know what i feel? nada... zip...zilch... im acctually happy... i dont care that shes sad... maybe thats wrong of me... but i dont like being played with. well no thats not true.. i do feel some pity.. but not for her.. for her boy freind.

so yea.. the play... it rocked... we had some screw ups but nothign too major and we are gonna do it agian tonight! wish me luck!